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It Was Me Looking At Myself Looking For You

from Back to the Lamp by Deathtax

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    We're doing 25 of these tapes. They're gold. The cases are recyclable material. They're handmade by our friend Tim Neff. The cassette will feature our entire released discography.

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    Back to the Lamp on Transparent pink cassette. 2nd pressing.

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  • Deathtax 2021 Cassette
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    Side A is our three song ep I Will Never Leave You plus an exclusive bonus track that will only appear on these cassettes and on our upcoming 12” release.

    Side B is our five song ep Are We Left No Other Choice,.

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lyrics

Make your presence known
Old ghost
If you must,
Anchor yourself in my bones
Commit to this
Curse you’ve damned me with
Please,
return to me,
Old ghost

I told you I was a monster
But still you let me in

It’s pitiful
It’s all setting in
You washed away the old blood
I painted you red again
Vermillion waves
For you, I ache
Across the stars
For you, I wait
I see you in stranger’s faces
In The glow from their gaze

If only I were a different you
If you were just a different me
I can’t keep bearing my teeth
I have to rest, my queen
I opened up a hole in the earth
Just to set you free
If only I were a different you
If you were just a different me

Not everything will be begin but everything will end

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from Back to the Lamp, released December 5, 2019

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